Chapter 1: The Quest for Sufficient Sleep

The general consensus among medical professionals is that adults should aim for 6 to 8 hours of sleep for optimal health. However, this benchmark can vary significantly from person to person. For instance, during my 20s, I could manage with just 4 hours of sleep and still function throughout the day. There was even a time when I stayed awake for three consecutive days before I finally collapsed from exhaustion.

For individuals like myself, who have autism, insomnia can often be a persistent challenge. Anxiety levels can surge unexpectedly, particularly in the stillness of night when distractions fade away. In those moments, worries that were easily set aside during the day flood back in, making the desire for sleep almost palpable yet frustratingly out of reach.

Recently, I experienced a night where I felt fatigued after merely 5 hours of sleep the previous night. I went to bed at 11 PM, woke briefly just after midnight, drifted back to sleep, only to wake up again an hour later. I dreamt about a friend I’m concerned about, which prompted me to want to conduct research to help him, yet I was also too tired to think clearly. Despite my exhaustion, I struggled to return to sleep for hours.

Sometimes, I find myself dozing off in my recliner while trying to focus on writing or listening to stories, even after what I believe to be a sufficient night’s rest. Perhaps the issue lies in my perception of what constitutes adequate sleep for my body. Sleep is essential for physical recovery, but I often view it as time wasted when I feel capable of functioning well throughout the day.

It’s often suggested that if you can lie in bed for 15 minutes without dozing off, your body isn’t quite ready for sleep. However, in my experience, this strategy rarely works; I typically find myself awake until just a few hours before I need to rise. Feeling tired does not guarantee that I will fall asleep. While I can settle into bed and create a peaceful environment, sleep eludes me until my mind quiets its racing thoughts. This is a common issue for many on the autism spectrum and can lead to the reliance on sleep aids.

The initial question posed—what constitutes enough sleep—remains unanswered for me. My interpretation of sufficient rest differs from the conventional understanding, and my anxious mind complicates achieving that 6 to 8-hour standard.

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Chapter 2: Strategies for Improved Sleep

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