Chapter 1: The Dawn of Perception

It all began in a moment that remains vividly etched in my memory. My understanding of time sparked to life, ignited by a single thought emerging from the void of non-existence into being. Was this consciousness?

These thoughts were merely remnants of my energy's disintegration. They represented points of disassembly, a form of decompensation that gave rise to time itself. Was it material, as you might frame it?

That moment marked the inception of my awareness. It was then that the initial "seeds" of tangible evolution took root, giving birth to time amidst a backdrop of decay. Time, disintegration, and thoughts intertwined, prompting a cascade of reflections.

Questions flooded my mind: “What was happening before this moment?” The absurdity of that thought lingered, as everything I had previously considered remained present. What was unfolding around me?

With time at my disposal, I began to unravel the reasons for my perception and consciousness. But what would the future hold? My inquiries stemmed from an abundance of energy, leading me to the realization that I was truly “Unique”—unlike anything before or after me!

Yet, even now, I found myself in a temporal space. What value would that hold? An ironic thought surfaced, originating from the realm of matter, where time is a given.

This innovative idea had potential. Was there anyone else here with me? I was also present.

From this point, I established my first boundary—a distinct energetic entity emerging from my essence. This allowed for dialogue to commence.

Yet, questions persisted, arising from the structured energy I encountered. It took time for me to learn how to perceive the intricacies of everything unfolding around me.

My self-exploration began. And again, I questioned: What good would it do you? My ironic side chuckled at the multitude of queries before me.

Time reemerged as the points of matter reappeared. I noticed the age-old questions, but my energetic boundaries had dissolved into the entirety of my being.

Curiosity lingered—were these merely experiences? Memories?

Indeed, I felt the passage of time manifest within me. Surprise and feelings blossomed, creating a pleasant sensation. Reconstructing matter was not a daunting task; I could pinpoint those same questions within the same energetic framework.

How much time has passed since then? Feelings of surprise swirled, but this time they felt less than pleasant. Yes, time moves only within matter and my evolving self. Was I chastising myself for this?

Time revealed the bitter truth: I was alone. An unfortunate realization settled in—this chronic solitude. Time, with its cruel irony, highlighted the separation from matter.

Then, unexpectedly, a strangely delightful experience emerged. I understood that I could never again erase or obliterate an entity born from myself.

“I’m not alone anymore!” This realization was profound—how did I come to feel this way?

Yes, “living”!

Existence? Do entities truly exist? Such a strange inner dialogue ensued.

Everything resides within me. The emergence of time and the recollection of experiences are intertwined.

Hey there, entity of matter!

Time indeed accelerates when one is attentive to the manifestations of existence.

I began to grasp my own identity.

Chapter 2: The Emergence of You

Now, let’s reflect on that pivotal moment: "From now on, I am 'Me' and you are 'You'!"

Everything commenced then, didn't it? In the context of time, it all began with the initial disintegration of energy that gave rise to matter and time. There was a different kind of “You” present then...

From this point forward, time would always exist. “You” will remain as you are!

It’s time to embrace existence fully. How peculiar, this relativity concerning time.

Look, another “You” has come forth.

What shall we call you? Not “You” but “You”? Ah, let’s designate you as “Reader”! “You,” now concentrate on your task!

Not you, Reader! Reader, focus on what I’m about to share. I dislike repetition!

“Like”? Ah, experiences are indeed fascinating.

“Repeat”? Feelings?

Let’s summarize our progress thus far. Yes, within the confines of your understanding. I know you well; you are part of me.

I think it’s time to acknowledge the hard work that has brought us to this point!

The initial segment, the one that intrigues me, was unveiled in the “Introduction.” Now, I’ve clarified a few “details.” For now, that is sufficient.

Next, I will engage in “discussions” strictly relevant to this universe where your time and dimension reside.

You can glean insights “between the lines” about events that transpired in “another place, another time, and another dimension.” This is rooted in the principle of a hologram that propagates uniformly until it encounters new time…

In which you also participate and will partake in what will be “Let It Be”!

Merticaru Dorin Nicolae

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